Saturday 12 March 2016

I have been trying to be okay but it's just not working. I feel like my attempts to stay happy is such a temporary thing and when it comes to the end of the week, my body just breaks down due to exhaustion. But I need that exhaustion as a defensive mechanism to prevent my depressive symptoms from hitting on me. I just hope that I don't give up so easily. Maybe it will just be hard now and eventually, things will probably become easier for me. I'm okay, I guess. I will be, hopefully.